SOULDRAINER LYRICS

1. First Row In Hell

Today was the very first day,
I felt alone...I felt it slipping away.
Today was the very first time.
I toyed with the idea of throwing all away.
Today I felt a scorching flame,
Kneel down and obey the misery!
My ego was thrown in my face.
This is the First Row In Hell!!!

[Chorus:]
I cannot feel, nor see the pain
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
Today I was told that I was weak.
My only goal...was to stay far away from pain.
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
All...is...lost...now!!!

Today was the very first day,
I felt alone...I felt it slipping away.
Today was the very first time.
I toyed with the idea of throwing all away.
Today I felt a scorching flame,
Kneel down and obey the misery!
My ego was thrown in my face.
This is the First Row In Hell!!!

[Chorus:]
I cannot feel, nor see the pain
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
Today I was told that I was weak.
My only goal...was to stay far away from pain.
Why can´t it stop? What´s going on?
All...is...lost...now!!!

2. Internal Suicide

I smile and nod my head,
I appear to be a decent man.
I move through these different worlds.
I pretend to take interest in what you say.
Why can´t you just vanish or die...at my...command?

[Chorus:]
I wish I was given a quota...a quota of kills.
Internal...Internal...Suicide!!!

I´m the inner sanity, the ab-in-normal.
I´ve come to terms with the fact that I am...
...merely a drop in the dark wide ocean.
Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal (are eternal...)

[Chorus:]
I wish I was given a quota...a quota of kills.
Internal...Internal...Suicide!!!

Every day I wear the face you want me to.
I must cage my despise buried deep inside me.
Every day I fight to survive yet another day,
There is no such thing as...compromising.

[Chorus:]
I wish I was given a quota...a quota of kills.
Internal...Internal...Suicide!!!

3. The Others

[Lyrics: Johan Klitkou, Marcus Edvardsson, Music: Marcus Edvardsson.]

In my mind, can't control these feelings.
You are no exception - I'm for killing you.
Like a pawn, I'm being moved to my destruction.
Nothing can stop me...

I've got the rifle pointing to your forehead and I’m...
...pulling the trigger!
All the panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind.
I can't understand what I have done.

[Chorus:]
Weep again.
I promised you, meet with the visitors.
I'll take you to The Others.
The Others will come.
The Others will come!!!

The demons - The Others.
They are your...your masters.
You're enslaved with...with The Others.
You're bound to...to the hatred!!!

You're cold, you find it hard to breathe.
Your pulse is getting weaker for each and every second.
You feel insecure and afraid to die.
Die now...

In my mind, I can't control my these feelings!!!
You are no exception - I'm for killing you.
Like a pawn, I'm being moved to my destruction!!!
Nothing can stop me...

I've got the rifle pointing to your forehead and I’m...
...pulling the trigger!!!
All the panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind!
I can't understand what I have done!!!

[Chorus:]
Weep again.
I promised you, meet with the visitors.
I'll take you to The Others.
The Others will come!
The Others will come!!!

The demons - The Others.
They are your...your masters.
You're enslaved with...with The Others.
You're bound to...to the hat-red!!!

Read my mind, I can't control these feelings.
You are no exception - I'm for killing you.
Like a pawn, I'm being moved to my destruction.
Nothing can stop me...

I've got the rifle pointing to your forehead and I’m...
...pulling the trigger.
All the panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind.
I can't understand what I have done...

4. To The Promised Land

A quest for you and I,
Where we can see the land.
This dream for me is closer to reality (reality…).
We keep in mind it's safe for us to hold our hands.
As we begin our journey,
To the Promised...Land.

When this quest has ended we will find the truth.
There will no place just as our dream-like paradise.
Now we just went out but there's no turning back (there’s no turning back...).
As we are stuck here, in our Promised Land.

We are traveling through a peaceful and calm place.
Something tells me we are wrong, why are we here?
Now we just went out but the light...turned to black,
As we are stuck here...in our Promised Land.

There...will be...no place...just as...real pain.

5. Daemon To Daemon

Like a knife...I cut through you...!
...With open eyes! I behold...the...light!!!

I feel whole...and complete.
This dream’s like...true!!!

As your soul drifts away, I feel pain.
I fuck my sins! I await my death!!!
The clouds uncovered the moon, it danced over the trees.
As I, covered in blood, I prayed to my god!!!

Daemon To Daemon!!!

I feast on your guts you fucking...whore!

Like a knife...I slit your veins!
With well-shut eyes...I behold...the...dark!!!

I enter Thee...

6. Reborn

My eyes are turned inwards, I bend my spinal cord like countless times before.
I am Reborn.
My body aches as I fall down to the ground.
I´ve rejoined with the pain.

[Chorus:]
All these emotions! Silent moments,
Feel like thousand razor blades...dancing on my skin!
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be.
I am...Reborn!!!

I flee, I hide...behind masks I control...what you see when you look at me.

I am not the...one that I was the day before.
I am not the one I used to be.
I used to be free. I used to be me,
I´ve lost a piece of me to the dark.

[Chorus:]
All these emotions! Silent moments,
Feel like thousand razor blades...dancing on my skin!
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be Reborn!!!

[Chorus:]
All these emotions! Silent moments,
Feel like thousand razor blades...dancing on my skin!
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be...Reborn!!!

The vicious parts of me...need to be silenced,
So I bathe in pain...once again.
It´s conducted of free will. The price I pay is none,
Compared to the reward.
It´s way too much to take, so every now and then,
I slightly open the door of madness.
And air...some of the pain, crucial, it´s the one
Thing that keeps me from going in...sane.

[Chorus:]
All these emotions! Silent moments,
Feel like thousand razor blades...dancing on my skin!
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be...Re...born!!!

[Chorus:]
All these emotions! Silent moments,
Feel like thousand razor blades...dancing on my skin!
I am but one man, insignificant as one can be... I am Reborn!!!

I am but one man...REBORN!!!
...REBORN!!!

7. Everyday Hero

There is darkness...all around.
I don´t like what I´m turning into, slave obey.
There is pain...inside.
I don’t like what it makes me do, slave obey.

[Chorus:]
An impulse travels from my brain to my hand,
A moment of hell!
Not mine...not mine, but yours!!!
I will not bleed nor die, ‘cause I...am...alive!!!

ALIVE!!!
ALIVE!!!
ALIVE!!!

I cannot see what I´ve done to you.
But I´m ashamed of things I wish upon you.
I won´t...disregard...my lust for your blood.
I can’t... I will not kill myself. I do not like your pain... pain!!!

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[Chorus:]
An impulse travels from my brain to my hand,
Moment of hell!
Not mine...not mine, but yours!!!
I will not bleed nor die, ‘cause I...am...alive!!!

ALIVE!!!
ALIVE!!!
ALIVE!!!

No… my hands are red… my mind is blank…
Your empty eyes stair at me… in an awful accusing way...
Stop, please stop! You saw it coming. I told you!
I fucking told you!!! There was only one way out!!!

I see the past...it´s all dark,
With a clear trail of blood through time, slay again.
I know the future...of mine,
I just can´t shake the urge to kill, so slay again!

8. Black Thirteen

[Lyrics: Johan Klitkou, Marcus Edvardsson, Music: Daniel Dlimi, Marcus Edvardsson.]

Tonight, I walk the same ground.
The shadows have left me,
The worries are left alone.
Tonight I will not look back.
‘Cause this time I will be…finally free!!!

If...there...was a god.
He would have been me.
This is my...Black Thirteen!
Hold the world in my hands.
Mold it like clay.
Untouchable, unstoppable, no remorse.
Only me.

Come on, take my hand, let me drain your body.
You signed on the dotted line with your blood.
I've kept my promises. Now it's time.

Come on walk with me and spin the wheel of fortune.
You can use the time to say goodbye,
You've seen yourself through my eyes.

[Chorus:]
Rolling the dice!
(I roll the dice...)
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
I roll the dice, play with life, one more time.
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
Time stopped, my blood froze to ice.
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
I took...the vacant place and I shall rest...with...num...ber thirteen.

(Come on, take my hand, let me drain your body.
You signed on the dotted line with your blood.
I've kept my promises. Now it's time.)

Come on, take my hand, let me drain your body.
You signed on the dotted line with your blood.
I've kept my promises. Now it's time.

Come on walk with me and spin the wheel of fortune.
You can use the time to say goodbye,
You've seen yourself through my eyes.

[Chorus:]
Rolling the dice!
(I roll the dice...)
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
I roll the dice, play with life, one more time.
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
Time stopped, my blood froze to ice.
Be my Black...(Thirteen...)!
I took...the vacant place and I shall rest...with...num...ber thirteen!!!

9. They All Die

[Lyrics: Johan Klitkou, Marcus Edvardsson, Music: Daniel Dlimi, Marcus Edvardsson.]

(Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb...)
(Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb...)
(Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb…)
YET ARE NUMB!!!

I fear for what they are.
I'm afraid for what I saw.
The pain in me...
Keeps building up inside.

Pain and misery, I don't know.
Is it all worth it in the end?!

[Solo Edvardsson]

[Chorus:]
They All Die - When the armies arrive at dawn.
They All Die - They creep up inside and eat their way out.
Kill me now - Please don't let them get to me.

The pain unleashed...
Spreads darkness across the sky.
The pain unleashed...
Brings forth the worst in man.
The pain unleashed...
Causes humans to fight within.
Oh, please, don't let them get to me...

Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb.
Use me as I was your own,
And cast some light upon their homes.
Break my bones and use my soul,
Just leave them be, please, set them free.
Light the torch and spread the word,
That my prayer has been heard.

[Chorus:]
They All Die - When the armies arrive at dawn.
They All Die - They creep up inside and eat their way out.
They All Die - Please don't let them get to me.
Kill me now!

10. Angel Song

At my daily visit to the graveyard,
Visiting my loved one’s grave...
Someone was watching me...
As I...put the flowers next to the stone.
She approached and said it was time!
She appeared to be and angel, here only for me...

I never thought that I would die without saying goodbye.
I never thought that I would leave everything behind.
I never thought it would be now, I just want to stay.
I never thought it would be in such a painful way.

I ran away, I tried to forget what I´ve been told (told...).
I could not accept, I never thought of it like this.
What? Is this how it´s like?!

It didn´t matter how fast I ran,
She was always there, waiting for me!
She took up the knife and started to cut me everywhere!!!

Her eyes were black, full of hate and I was really scared!
She took up the knife and started to cut me everywhere!!!







SOULDRAINER LYRICS