SCARS OF LIFE LYRICS

1. Lemon

My thoughts
I hold back the truth that's unspoken
It keeps, pulling me down
As the seasons change within me,
I'm coming around

It's all these things I say to you
But I feel nothing
It's all these things I said I'd do
But I do nothing
There only empty words

Your head
Is filled with so much shit that's unwanted
It's surely, wasting away
Your first step on a path that's a dead end
I can't understand

I take, from you, a life you only wish you knew
The feelings inside you rage as you dream of the
escape, this someone that you call yourself

Now, these chains are not made of you
Now, there's no one to hold on to
Now, the hope has been drained from you

2. Alone Inside

I used to think that you were the best thing for me
I must be blind
Because I feel so helpless and hopeless
We close ourselves out from the world outside

Everything is going to roast between us
the world around us and I won't mind
And this part of you is dead within me
I won't want you I'm alone inside

(Reside!)

I used to think the views we shared were common
I know you lied
The part of me that lives within you
Kill me quickly let the pain subside

Everything is going to roast between us
The world around us and I won't mind
And this part of you is dead within me
I won't want you
(I'm alone inside)

Everything is going to roast between us
The world around us and I won't mind
And this part of you is dead within me
I won't want you
(I'm alone inside)

Face down
No place to hide
Feel my eyes burn
(Because I'm alone inside)

(Yeah)
(‘Cause I'm alone inside)
(Yeah)
(Yeah)

3. Pool Of Fears

I feel it all surround me
Breathe all your hate into my lungs
I know that you can't stand me
Cannot help the way that I've become
But all I wanted to be was
So much more than I am now
It doesn't even matter
The thoughts from you were just so loud

I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long
Escape from me
My world is breaking down

I try to see right through this
But I think you know the way I feel
Cannot see beyond this
It all just seems so unreal
So hard to peel
This mask of you that's on my face
I feel it running through me
Those thoughts of you that I disgraced

I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long
Escape from me
My world is breaking down

Is there a way to feel this?
The thoughts inside my head
But in the pool of fears I swim in, I hold on to the ledge

Right, it's not right

I'm not afraid
I've been here for so long
Escape from me
My world is breaking down

Is there a way to feel this?
It's coming to me
The thoughts inside my head, they flow within me
But in the pool of fears I'm out onto the ledge
I hold on to the ledge
But in the pool of fears I swim away from you

4. Mute

All these years you turned your back on me
It took time but I know just what this means

And I feel so small when you take it all
You push me away
When it's said and done all this shit ain't fun
I'll still be here

I've tried so hard to talk to you
Lend an ear is something you can't do

And I feel so small when you take it all
You push me away
When it's said and done all this shit ain't fun
I'll still be here

I'm here and I'm standing tall but I feel so god damn hollow
Your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow
My lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you
My life, this time, I feel torn inside
I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face!
I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain
And then you'll see
What you've made

Why did you beat me down, why did you leave me here
why did you push me away, you taught me how to fear

I've never said these things I hide
I hold these fucked up thoughts inside

And I feel so small when you take it all
You push me away
When it's said and done all this shit ain't fun
I'll still be here

I'm here and I'm standing tall but I feel so god damn hollow
Your ways, engrave, my brain, I follow
My lips are sown up tight to stop the words I'll tell you
My life, this time, I feel torn inside
I wanna take my fist and crush your perfect face!
I will, one day, I will un-mute the pain
And then you'll see
What you've made

5. Lost Years

I've never liked you from the day our eyes met
You're nothing but a burden to me
And I never cared for all the praise you received
Was told that I should be more like you
It tears me apart when I think I can live up to you
But I think I never will

All the pain we've shared
How I can stand you
All these goddamn years
They pass me by and I'm still right here

I never knew how much you could get under my skin
Like a thorn from inside
And I always hated the way you looked down upon me
Like I'm nothing to you
My father always said I'm just jealous of you
But I think this hate is real

All the pain we've shared
How I can stand you
All these goddamn years
They pass me by and I'm still right here

I pretend I care
Through these lost years
How I can't stand you
But I'm still right here

Lost years...

All the pain we've shared
How I can't stand you
All these goddamn years
They pass me by and I'm still right here

I pretend I care
Through these lost years
How I can't stand you
But I'm still right here

6. Placebo

Fake a smile, I force a tear
To show an illusion that I care.
I would rather you just shut your mouth
Then listen to the bullshit you spew out.
I don't want this, or do I need this?
Its getting way to hard to hold my tongue.
There's a door that's blocking off my way
But there's so much more I want to say

I just can't be around you
Still hiding from this life
And the more I keep looking at you
I feel this growing inside

See through me, I beg of you
I don't know what more I can do
and I know that you won't understand
Your only doing the least of what you can
I can't fake this, want to erase it
I have had about all that I can take
There's a path that's calling out my name
Its a road I know I'll never take

I've tried to go my way, escaping from you
Not listening to what you say, I don't need you
Feelings slowly fade away with time
The hate is growing inside

7. Away From Me

I look back to a time
When all of this was washed away from me
Reflect on what once was
Now it's torn apart, its all blurry

Goodbye to yesterday
Inside I slowly break
I'll leave it all behind
As you begin to fade

As you fade away from me
I can no longer see
As you fade away, from me

All that I thought of you
Was nothing more then a mask for me to view
Now that you've shown your face
I see the truth, your just a disgrace

These wounds will never heal
You wanted it this way
I'll leave it all behind
As you begin to fade

As you fade away from me
I can no longer see
As you fade away, from me
As you fade away from me
Leave behind what used to be
As you fade away, from me

8. Watch Me Drown

Although my mind is open, my heart is tightly closed
With all the hate that holds me, I wish I didn't own
For all the years that pass by, I know I should have changed
How can one man sever, the links that make these chains

And then I see... what my life should be

I'm here dying for another chance to make this right
With the guilt I feel I try to piece together my life

And I wish for more then I could
Ever give to you...
And I know that you don't need the
Hell I put you though...

I'm here with my hands open, confused on what to do
I wish that I could take back, the words I've said to you
And your eyes widen to tell me, how you should have seen
Your mouth spills out all the, words you didn't mean.

YOU STAND AND WATCH ME DROWN!

9. Descending

I'm descending, into you

Feels like, dry hands, tearing me inside out
It all is burning
I can't, breathe anymore, too much to push away
I tell you how you make me feel and you just look away
And I don't know how much more of you that I can take

As it hits me
Wake me before it's over
I feel gone
There's nothing I can do
Then you tell me
Its over and walk off
On your own
I'm descending into you

All I hear is, screaming, inside and out
My head, just can't take this
It feels like I don't exsist in this world you've made
The look of disgust on your face whenever I'm with you
Scratch the surface of me is all you'll ever do

Your all I've ever known
To hard to just look away
Put out all I have shown
As I watch you throw it away

I'm descending, into you

10. Bullet With Your Name

As were sitting here staring each other down
You open up your mouth let your lies spew out
What are we doing here its wrong can't you see
You wanna leave me here, and forget about me

You look me, in my face
Tell me I'm, a disgrace
You say that you're the victim
I say you're full of shit

All the times you stuck me here
And put me on my own
I feel the same thats why
I've got a bullet with your name

As were sitting here staring each other down
I remember how you used to kick me around
Look deep in my eyes come take all my pain
I only have just one bullet with your name

You look me, in my face
Tell me I'm, a disgrace
You say that you're the victim
I say you're full of shit

All the times you stuck me here
And put me on my own
I feel the same that's why
I've got a bullet with your name

GET THE FUCK AWAY!
Yeah away

Look deep in my eyes
Come take the pain from me
All I ask of you
Is to get away from me

You look me, in my face
Tell me I'm, a disgrace
You say that you're the victim
I say your full of shit

All the times you stuck me here
And put me on my own
I feel the same that's why
I've got a bullet with your name

All the times you stuck me here
And put me on my own
I feel the same that's why
I've got a bullet with your name

11. Water In My Hands

My mind spins in circles
Have I done wrong?
It's been since forever that I felt this strong
You turn your head to avoid me
You don't even know me
So far from something to you

You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands

And the anger consumes me
I start to rise
Would be so much better if I'd only try
And you're so quick to judge me
You don't even know me
My stomach turns just to know you

You keep me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands

I know you feel it
What do you want?
False hopes
I have nothing
Strength within
It begins to boil
Can you step out and
Show yourself

Slip...

You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're so much better; you've made me understand
You kick me down ‘cause you need it
So dead inside I can feel it
You're slipping through me like water in my hands

12. Silent Words

Inside alone
This world's coming down on me again
Nowhere to run to
As these twisted thoughts flow through my head
I never wanted to break away
Can't help that I don't feel the same
And now I'm standing here
Asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I stare into myself I'm scared
Of what I just might find
A reflection of my past
Something I've always tried to hide
Now my life is coming apart
Why must I always be this way?
Now I'm standing here
Asking myself if I'm to blame

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees

I can no longer take this
The pain that lives inside of me
Must find a way to erase this
So I can finally breathe

These silent words you'll never hear
These frozen thoughts will not appear
And I'm breaking down inside of me
Still no one sees







SCARS OF LIFE LYRICS