MY INSANITY LYRICS

1. Element Of Sadness

Here i am
Back in the dark again
A scratched mind-i'm kept in suspense
Want to run away
Come look at me. .. i'm crying
Life is so unfair to me
Every time the idiot
Without friends i die
When my time has come
No one cares
No god justifies
How its going on
How to find the sun
My inner sun

And i dream about
Touching the moon with my hand
Sometimes something is not real
Kissing a cell of my mind
Sometimes i retire my inner side

2. Ordinary Madness

If my memories serve me right
We are misleaded
No way to hide
Did we waste the truth
The ordinary madness will destroy
Goldplatet chainsaw blades
We can not see a face
The truth is out of sight
We watch the sun for going blind
And we will breath the air
And we ii breath to care
The lies are in our minds
We dance with the dead to see the light now

And i want to the other side
To have the birds around me
Searching tor a peace in quiet
And i walk to the other side

Searching for a peace in quiet
Fly in neverending circles
I want to see myself
In the security of lies
Blindness against reality
The dead decorates our showcase of lust
A faked smile as a killers facade
We cannot see the bottom of an hell

We'll breath the air
We'll breath to care
We'll drink clear water
We'll drink our blood

3. Smother

Running through the dark fluorescent streets
But my feet are standing still
See the ground and the grass is black
See dead eyes reflecting in cold caffeine
An empty look in a flood of information

I try to smile
But it pricks like needles on lips
Try to sleep
But what i see let rave my heart
Trembling hands
Burning sweat in my wide opened eyes
Its so cold
The day has no more time

Give me something to survive
Help

If anybody seize me
Smother in dirt
It shines like gold
Be drowned in the tears of a god

Brother please don't shot me down

Left alone, straying around talk at cross puposes
Torment with faked synthetic joy
Someone of a lot- nevertheless isolated
Down on the bottom nevertheless up high

I'm the embittered friend
Perceived by nobody else
Do you remember me
A mental disorder
In conflict with myself
Lost in thoughts
See the scars
Where is my life

Take my life in your trembling hands
Its up to you. my friend
If you shot me down

4. War Orphan

The last war orphan has fallen
The last eyes are closed
Our sunlight barricades behind bloody dust
The blood on mother earth is drained away
It is cold
A silent daylight is shining

Frustrated about our blindness
Paralyzes our will
Who can gives us the power
To see beauty in this thrill
When we will see no more sorrow
When we will cry no more blood?

You and me
We have lost........remembrance
For what we mourn
No one will help us out
We see a flicker of hope in their eyes
Who sing the song of one minute silence

Nobody helps to stand upright
A final rescue is out of sight

Dreaming of freedom is eternal
No ending no light no more life

And we re standing here
Left alone

Our fathers have fallen
So we sing this song

5. Clean

Addicted to the systems, shock
Without you are dead
Talking to robots
Dancing with machines

Phantoms are mistaken
Mystery solution death
Craving for more limits

A trigger tor the end

Sometimes i dream...
To build my own paradise
I will build my own
And when i open up my eyes
This dream is erased
And i am old when i die

Heaven becomes clouded
Batteries are low
Vertical horizon
Acid runs out of the cells

Bathe your souls in this neon blood
It is contaminated life
Balanced on mortal remains

And i see

Everywhere just bacteria
Everywhere i see
But not here
Cause i'm clean

6. Black Trap

I'm on the way back to my downfall
Race along through a purple shining forest
Where you cast a spell on me

Dancing arms of the trees try to delay me
But i'm like in trance
Hunting for the glitter place
Come closer.....closer
To see...

Surrounded by your negativity
And when i run away you force me to my knees
You ignore all i have begged tor
Want to sever from your insanity

Why don t you let me go back in isolation
I wish i would be free again in my life
Why don t you let me defend
In loneliness again
I wish you don t rape my mind

Fascinated i stare at your skin
And try to subdue myself
But i can t
Catch your black tears
Clear my mind with it

Surrounded by your negativity
And when i run away you force me to my knees
You ignore all i have begged tor
Want to sever from your insanity

In a trance
Focused the curse
Indecent
You try to touch
I want to sever this
Insane you force me back to my knees again

Black trap of temptation
In a feminine form
Nailed on the cross
Close to death
I thought i want
To rescue this
Beautiful live
Out of this nightmare
Follow me
In a zone of twilight....

7. The Core

Everyday we breathe the pain
Everyday this broken dreams
Only black and white exist
We sutler in reality

Systematic disconnection
Controlled by nobody else
Everybody does what they want
Everyone standing still

Liberate a godless virus
Spread in sinus frequencies
Microscopic overacting
We slipped out of our minds
So we'll repeat

This is the end of the world
This is the hell on earth
That's the right way
Everybody says

Alter all we cry?
Alter all we die?
Alter all we will survive?

It feels like a war
Where no-one helps
Hopeless to defend against it

We are the denying children
Digging our massive grave
To the core of planet earth
Tor a new ordered society

Hunting myself
See the humans run away with lifeless eyes
Everyone hates everyone
The deceptive peace is over now

Whispering to a god
Results a flash
In my mind
Has no more sense
No-one survives

We turn around in circles
A radius of lies
Schizophrenic anarchy
A sickness lull of purity

Panic everybody standing still
But still like slaves
Systematic disconnection
With stroboscopic hallucination

8. Der Junge Am Fluss

Der junge am fluss
Der junge am fluss-er liegt I'm sand
blickt in den himmel-schaut in die bäume
lauscht seinen träumen

Fällt aus den wolken-taucht in die fluten
treibt mit den wellen-schwimmt mit den fischen
steigt dann ans ufer
der junge am fluss-er liegt I'm sand
blickt in den himmel-schaut in die bäume
der junge am fluss-der junge am fluss

Fällt aus den wolken-taucht in die fluten
treibt mit den wellen-schwimmt mit den fischen
steigt dann ans ufer
der junge am fluss

9. Journey To The End

Give away your boring life
Take my hand

Follow me on the flight downwards
To an eruption

Let the things drift by incredible lust
Feel our souls crashing
Break out again and again

Let our bodies feel which we can not see
Bursting the borders
Of our imagination

Forget to breathe forget to live
Hypnotized by each other
We glide

We are like paralyzed butterflies
On a journey to the end of the line
Little children-caught in a body of lust
Like in a trance we live

Here in the deep we don t miss the sunlight
Wind like snakes in depth
Behind the horizon
A mind expanding coma
Like in a trance we live

Dive through a pool filled with warm blood
Let things drift by incredible lust

10. Liquid Hell

Everything that i've done
Comes back to me
All that i gave (i don't know)
I'll get back
Now
Its nothing

It seems that no-one helps me out
I give a smile and no response
My cry for help sound like a crying infant

Is it too late?
To pay and to be?
Is it too late
To be set tree?

It gets me down
It pulls me into this liquid golden hell

One hundred thousand lingers point at my ridiculous self
One hundred thousand faces deride
Now they laughing

Sinking in my ego paradise
Human touches growing in me
I'm wondering because it hurts

Is it to late?
To pay and to be?
Is it to late
To be set free?

Try to touch the last sun i see there
When i disappear now
Nobody will remind on my ridiculous self





MY INSANITY LYRICS