GRAND ALCHEMIST LYRICS

1. Créme De La Créme Collapse

I can see something else, rather than my soiled and destructed illusions
And by thus perceiving the sounds of ten million weepers of loss

I will keep you in my heart as a symbol of grace when I bum my wings
And my feelings turn into disgust
Blindfolded I see myself as one on both sides

Kneel down and get hypnotized by this distinctive cadence of speech confining you
He wants you to feed him, wants you to bleed for him
Yeah, he's just like a parasite, fucks things up on the inside and then makes you wither away
Creating the black dog that licks the bottom dry

Eating dirt on demand.
I want you to feel and see what inhabit my specific skin
Eating dirt on demand.
Losing myself as one, then wither away

Is this an illusion, or just a confusion, but it feels so fucking real?
Would I ever be pure and clean and feel you embracing me?
No, dementia is nearby

Eating dirt on demand.
It feels like I am diving with stones around my ankles
Eating dirt on demand.
Chasing the dog and the dog is me
The fucking dog is me!

What kind of turn will my mind make and will I ever be able to stand as one again?
I've been driving down this dirty road for so long and so close to a self-denial joy

Paint on my body symbols and words that will describe my weird demise
And that I wasn't able to subsist my life until The End.

2. Deserted Apocalyptic Cities

The thought of never coming back is what leads me to attack
Steering at the flogging depths of pandemonium
My blood begins to boil, heart beats faster than before
I am guided by forces beyond my control

There is no heaven, there is no earth
Introspective dimensions

Heading into a visionary vortex
In a tormented moment of hallucinations
And I begin to realise that this is no dream
Another illusion is turning real, once more

Abandon and return
Are you the night, and is my ship sinking faster than I could know?
Like marches of death within a frantic oblivion of human avalanches
I approach these deserted apocalyptic cities

It all becomes one
And I will never be left alone to weep

Sucked into blackness, consume me more and more.
The perfect symmetry of my mind and my body

Phantoms, ugly faces as I whirl
In a tormented moment of hallucinations
And I begin to realise that this is no dream
I am loosing the grip on the reality's might and the affection for life.

3. Disgusting Hedonism

Scraping my finger-nails into this dirty mass of what seems to be my floor
Running away is just the metaphor of dying
I could push this further beyond, twist the knife more
Predisposed and attached to passion as I am

Life: One rise, just to fall.

Yes, I am digging deeper and deeper.
I am needles and don't sense the hands that strikes me.
Yes, I am digging.

Are you happy, swimming towards nothing...?
Sometimes it feeds me too... ahh... disgust!
This fucking nature eats me up and invites me deeper into
a generated hostility against all man-kinds

Life: One rise, just to fall.

Yes, I am digging deeper and deeper
Now I will fry (to feel even more)
Yes, I am burning to sense life

A head to head combat

An illusion has kept it away for so long
Just whip!
No more water for me please.
Just whip!
Give birth to freedom.
We will never meet again...

4. Strongly Addicted To A Stimulating Despair

Begin for more. I try so damn hard to hold on this brilliance
Because this is for real... and my confusion is my tong

Strange, as a strange fade in this absurd ocean
Once again, it strikes as eternal experiences to the senses

I can't taste the colors right
Strongly addicted to...
Be my face below
A stimulating despair...

Begin for more. I try so damn hard to hold on this brilliance
Because this is for real... and my confusion is my tongue...

Pain, don't drain, are you thinking about me when I'm swimming my way?
Fade away, when I kiss her till death and see a designed eternity

I can't taste the colors right
Strongly addicted to...
Be my face below
A stimulating despair...

Turning away and see another day gone by... feels like zero
Mistreated all my life... by myself.... not by you

How should I value my fear when I'm staring into emptiness
And realize that the answers do not rely on the wall?

Affection, searching, finding, touching, fucking, smiling, dying
Everybody think they're going somewhere
Affection, searching, finding, touching, fucking, dying, smiling.
To believe in an everlasting fear

A fucking manufactured ignorance?!

5. Alcohol And Gambling

Burn me!
Like a dance in the fire
Striking my eyes, my loss and my fears
A dance in the fire
Discerning my dreams from my waking thoughts... boosted

Burn me!
Like a dance in the fire
Striking my eyes, my loss and my fears
Envisioned and now for real
Discerning my dreams from my waking thoughts... I live underground

Vision how the poison is to be swallowed and how I choose this kind of life
Don't take purity of mind for granted
People don't know anything and don't talk about nothing
The centre of my soul

I've opened up and I've closed it down
Cold-sweating... breeding under water... virus incubation

Burn me!
Like a dance in the fire
Striking my eyes, my loss and my fears
A dance in the fire
Discerning my dreams from my waking thoughts... boosted

Burn me!
Like a dance in the fire
Striking my eyes, my loss and my fears
Envisioned and now for real
Discerning my dreams from my waking thoughts... I live underground

Raising chaos
The forces of Leviathan

6. Synthetic Physical Intercourse

No shame and no reclaim
No good and no bad in this life,
No feelings at all in this fucked up Prozac mind.
I feel no fucking numb and I don't sense anything.

No lament echoes,
I wash my hands with both eyes closed and try to degenerate
the rapid and chaotic impulses (that fed me before).

No moderations and no temptations
In the bounds of this shit-case

A boy, wearing dead flowers in his hands
Affected by the beauty of his infection
Reaching for a level beyond his dark shell
A touch of transcended mentally delays.

No pain and no pleasure has lain
It's hands over me this time
I feel so fucking numb and I don't sense anything.

No lament echoes,
I wash my hands with both eyes closed and try to degenerate
the rapid and chaotic impulses (that fed me before).

7. Touching The Cause Of My Muse

I'm touching the cause of my muse, the voices in my head
Strong and stable, never pending or pretending their shed

Eye - the visual insanity
I tried to see but they nailed my eyes

A scream of silence (I scream in silence)
In ambivalence, I will question neither my will nor my desire

I'm touching the cause of my muse, the voices in my head
Feeding them is for me to staying so alive

Dreams - the forced duality.
Forever trapped in this dream-scenario

It straps me.
My hands are tied
A mental penetration

I'm drowning in my own madness

I see a sick and closely controlled transaction, in the essence of my basic instincts
No taste of color, but the smell of black leather trespasses the conception of man and virtue
I salute the sinner

Under water I try to establish my contests for a difference in actions.

8. A Brilliant Dissonance

Lost in a mirror of shame, steering at yourself and wondering who to blame?
What a waste
I got pain in my veins today, you have many faces!

Abused and fused apart, shining

Somehow I know this pain is for real
Since I first met you and since we went apart
I've exceeded the bounds of decent life; every day feels the same
Bizarre and self-destructed ways, don't deny yourself
These are dreams that affect my behaviour

Somehow I know this pain is for real
Since I first met you and since we went apart
Exceeded the bounds of decent life; I try to see it all
To reinforce the impression of reality and insanity
and seeing pain as the only link between them both

Rage broke the mirror of shame leaving no-one behind to blame
I got pain in my veins today, you have many faces!

Abused and fused apart, shining

One taste, one bite, a longing for more
The moments of conquest
A perfect symmetry of my mind and my body
It all becomes one

Guided by forces beyond my control (I slip into oblivion)
No remorse for the infected sinners swimming in this wormhole
Obsessed on the thoughts of destroying my body to overcome boredom...

I saw, a shame that is not a part of my game in life, and under the dawn, endless darkness
I saw a brilliant dissonance

9. Requiem (An Ode To Agony)

Has it ever occurred to you that I want to drown???
To swallow it all?

Possessed
I am longing for torture and not for the segments of grace

Forever deceased by conventional shame and transparency
Envision the pleasure and pain, sorrow and solitude

This is darkness as I see it
So black that it's unreal!

Possessed
I am longing for torture and not for the segments of grace

This is darkness as I see it

Come and dance with me, I saw your face and you sailed away
Alone with my thoughts, I am giving you everything

Holding on long enough until it breeds within me
I will last for how long it takes to see it all
Who are you, whom I chase?

I fucked my life up for you as a distinguishing expression of lust
An intense focus upon different levels of reality







GRAND ALCHEMIST LYRICS