DROWN LYRICS

1. You Never

Tried to tell you there was something wrong
But you never listened anyway

All of this is such a waste
The tears have tore lines into my face
Hours spent to find some common ground
Well who is hurting now?
Who is hurting now?
I've tried to tell you for so long
Selfish eyes would not see

This life is killing me
It's killing me

Believed the promise in your words
So I was expected to ignore this hurt
Now I feel her skin and hear her sounds
So who is hurting now?
Who is hurting now?
I've tried to tell you for so long
Selfish eyes would not see

This life is killing me
It's killing me

Tried to tell you there was something wrong
But you never listened anyway

I tried to tell you for so long
I've tried to tell you for too long
Tried to tell you there was something wrong
Tried to tell you something's wrong

I tried to tell you
You never listened

2. Day I Walked Away

I grew up insecure
Afraid of everything
Just wanted to feel something

No confidence
I had no one who believed
That I was anything
Left to find my own

Through the years I've found
A safety in a world
That some my call "destructive"

Bring on the insanity
It feeds this part of me
It helps the parts I'm missing
Forgive what I've done

You weren't around
On the day I walked away
All I needed was a helping hand
And I saw myself walking away from me

So long, so numb inside
I've found no place to hide
>From a past that sometimes haunts me
But all this pain I've learned
And through the years I've burned
To try to kill what they put inside of me
What have I become?

You weren't around
On the day I walked away
All I needed was a helping hand
And I saw myself walking away from me

You weren't around
On the day I walked away
All I needed was a helping hand
And I saw myself
I saw myself

And no, I can't apologize
For the stupid things I've done
You're looking at a product of a two faced world
And this is what I've become

I need something real
I want something pure
Something pure

You weren't around
On the day I walked away
All I needed was a helping hand
And I lost myself

3. 1605 (For My Suffering)

This is for my suffering

No more days putting faith where it doesn't belong
I've been held down here for too goddamn long
Seen you all come and go and I've been led on
But I am still alive and I proved you wrong

Because I am the one
Who feels like a fool
I am the one
Who wasted my trust on you

Endurance
This is my test of time
Persistent
Something's keeping me alive
This is for my suffering

And I accept no more words fro the ones who kill my time
Don't want your excuse to ease my mind
There's nothing inside me that's like your kind
True to my words in this world that I define

I am the one
Who stands here feeling used
I am the one
Who wasted my life on you

Endurance
This is my test of time
Persistent
Something's keeping me alive
This is for my suffering

You will never take me alive

This is for my suffering

4. Kerosene

5. Tired Of Living Like This

Laying here alone
I am exhausted and nothing here is right
I'm lost here in silence
I'm empty and tired of this life
I am tired of this life

I am tired of the crawling
Tired of the endless lies

I woke up with this pain again
Not knowing why or what I am again
Reached out for another empty hand
And I'm tired of this
Tired of living like this

I'm bored of the cheapness
The weakness I see in their eyes
But I'm unsure if it's them or me
That I have grown to despise
And I do despise

I am tired of the crawling
Tired of the endless lies

I woke up with this pain again
Not knowing why or what I am again
Reached out for another empty hand
And I'm tired of this
Tired of living like this

Tired of living like this
Tired of Living

And days like this I may be the weaker man
I could put a bullet in my head
But I'd be no better than them
You see, I wasn't meant to make it
But I learned to take it
I wasn't meant to make it
But I've learned to take it
Bring it on

Well I woke up with this pain again
Not knowing why or what I am again
Reached out for another empty hand
And I'm tired of this
Tired of living like this

Tired of living like this
I'm tired of living

6. Alone In A Dirty World

This is a dark world
This is a cheap sick world
This one is tattered and torn
So why was I born into this world?
Infected dirty world
This poor desperate world
Wasn't black and blue to her
What did I do to her?
Welcome to my world

Where I have nothing
I have no one
I am only alone
I am alone

You are a beautiful safe girl
Wish you could heal this place, girl
You are untouchable
But I'm unlovable
Welcome to my world

Where I have nothing
I have no one
I am only alone
I am alone

I wish there was a safer place
For me

I have nothing
I have no one
I am only alone

I am alone

7. Redial

Something is following me
Something has its eyes on me
Someone paid off all my friends
And thinks I don't know

But it doesn't mean a thing to me
I know they're watching me
And your opinion, your judgment
Your words of disbelief
Don't mean a thing

I know it's hard to believe
But they find me in my sleep
And their voices hurt my head
If I try to slow down
So I can't slow down

But it doesn't mean a thing to me
I know they're watching me
And your opinion, your judgment
Your words of disbelief
Don't mean a thing

Keep your voice down

But it doesn't mean a thing to me
I know they're watching me
And your opinion, your judgment
Your words of disbelief
Don't mean a thing

8. My Private War

And you get so tired
So tired
Could you help me...please?

I am on point
They call me the pointman
I wait in the silence
I wait for you
Inside the blood runs faster
My heart knows what's next
Refine
Define
I've been abused by my own

Lock load
I am ready to go
I'm wound too tight it's ending
Lock load
I am ready to go
I'm wound too tight

Fearless and solid
I wait
Frozen from sights unwanted
You have turned me into this
Now I turn this on you
Paranoid
I know it's senseless
Beaten into this
And all I have left is a will
A will to burn down my own

Lock load
I am ready to go
I'm wound too tight it's ending
Lock load
I am ready to go
I'm wound too tight

The years go by

Lock load
I am ready to go
I'm wound too tight

9. Need This Need

I need this
I breed this
I know these wrong ways are mine
I live this
I give this
A slave to a life unkind

Need is the root of my evil
So I will follow it where it leads
A voice that says "just forget her"
And drags me out here on these streets

I blame this need
I am this need
I need this need again

I'm hurting
I'm burning
I need to find a release
I'm watching
I'm waiting
Please give me one more piece

A fiend for the sickness I'm driven
The eyes of my needs stay fixed
Hungry I'm an addict just waiting
I'm waiting to get more of this

I blame this need
I am this need
I need this need again

And I want no more room to breathe
I'll let this night just use me
I want no more room to breathe
It's wrong but I'm free

I blame this need
I am this need
I need this need
Again

10. Dirtiest Hand

You hold what you have to hold on to

The bluest eyes are the saddest eyes
I know this all too well
The blankest stare
The I don't care
A crawl inside type of hell
All of this reminds me
Of how much I really don't fit
I come to you black and blue
And you won't deal with it

So I'm left holding the dirtiest hand
I am told that it's getting old
Just how dirty I am
How dirty I am

A soulless whore, an even score
The eyes in the back of my head
My lack of class, this empty glass
A drink here with the dead
All of this reminds me of how much I really don't fit
I'm begging you please make me new or keep me out of it

Now I'm left holding the dirtiest hand
I am told that it's getting old
Just how dirty I am

I'm left holding the dirtiest hand
I am told that it's getting old
Just how dirty I am

Wash me clean
So, wash me clean

Now I'm left holding the dirtiest hand
I am told and it's getting old
Just how dirty I am

I'm left holding the dirtiest hand
I am told and it's getting old
Just how dirty I am

How dirty I am

11. Two Faced You

For seven years I thought you were down
Now the spineless one is all I know
You were a friend of mine

Two-faced
You are

Both faces hide your fear
And both faces you hide behind
I, I wish I didn't see this
You were a friend of mine

Two-faced you are

You were from the old days
I thought I knew you well
But the hard times hit and I learned
About the other face you'd sell

So come confront me
Come confront me
It's the only face you get

Fuck you two-faced

Two-faced you

I thought you were my friend
But you remind me of my father

12. Monster

I never wanted to hurt you
I don't like what I am

Father, I blame you
She lies bruised and bleeding on the floor
A victim of what's inside of me
A casualty in this war
Well your fist taught me nothing
Your cold eyes proved you didn't care
You were dangerous, drunk and defeated
And I was scared

She called me a monster

Taking your frustration out on me
Mother I blame you for what you've done
I forgive that you couldn't hit the right one
So you just passed it on
Well your fist taught me nothing
Your blank eyes proved you didn't care
You were paranoid, in pain and polluted
And unaware

That you created a monster
You created a monster
I hate what I am

Take a look at your monster
I hate what I am







DROWN LYRICS