"Back To December" lyrics

"Back To December"

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small-talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night:
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time
All the time


Thanks to Judy Zhang, fatima hassan, Megan Hatt, mcchikin, Sarah for correcting these lyrics.
Writer(s): Taylor Swift
With this song Taylor Swift is apologizing to her former boyfriend Taylor Lautner for ending their relationship. They met on the set of the film "Valentine's Day" (2010) where they played a couple.
Taylor Swift told Comcast, "'Back To December' is a song that addresses a first for me, in that I've never apologized to someone in a song before. This is about a person who was incredible to me, just perfect in a relationship, and I was really careless with him. So, this is a song full of words that I would say to him that he deserves to hear."
The line "So if the chain is on your door I understand" was once changed by Taylor Swift to "So this is for the boy from Michigan" when she performed this song at a show in Staples Center. Taylor Lautner is from Michigan.
The music video was directed by Yoann Lemoine who told MTV News, "I wanted to work on the coldness of feelings in a very visual way, playing with the snow, the distance and sadness." He added, "The snow in the apartment is supposed to show how connected she is to him. He is outside, in the cold, but somehow she is connected to him."
During a 2016 Facebook Live interview promoting the 2016-17 season of Scream Queens, Taylor Lautner was asked by co-star Lea Michele about Taylor Swift, "Didn't she write a song about you? I think it's something about a sweater and a hat, right?" Lautner replied, "That's what she does. She writes songs. It's called 'Back to December'."
album: "Speak Now" (2010)
Taylor Swift - Speak Now album cover
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