I am drowning and buried this blurry December
I don′t want this to bleed know now into next year
In the days I am trying, struggling to remember
How it was when my heart left known for free
Just so all the world to leave me
Behind at least wait till I put on my wings
Who does them all for bigger things
But I'm anxious and envious of
People who live like they′re done tonight
And I'm careless and restless and I
Wish I could just close my eyes and fly
Winter comes and the colds and I won't ever feel it
All I have is this jacket and a madly cool breeze
But for once I've just want to be vain
Cause I′ve been to the sea and lighter wave
But I'm anxious and envious of
People who live like they′re done tonight
And I'm careless and restless and I
Wish I could just close my eyes and fly
I am drowning and worry this blurry December
I don′t want this to bleed know now into next year
But I'm anxious and envious of
People who live like they're done tonight
And I′m careless and restless and I
Wish could just close my eyes and fly