I started gambling, so i could cash it in
I started partying, to feel the rush again
I started jumping trains, for the adrenaline
It′s like I'm searching for some kind of medicine
If I had wings i'd meet you there
Lift me off the ground, 'cause i′m not holding here
Why don′t you beam me up?
Taking drugs to laugh it wide awake
I started staying up to hallucinate
I roll the windows down so I can feel the rain
What′s bad for me keeps me in insane
If I′d had wings, I'd meet you there
′Cause I'm not holding here