She was living next door to me
A pretty little girl from time to time would try to talk to me
Said she love music and would always sing a song to me
Could see her daily sitting by the window she be calling me
She told me that she was a fan I cant believe
She′s living next to Flawless so I gave her some CDs
Was always nice to her she was only 15 and I could tell she had a crush and told it to me was a dream
All this weeks are flying by
To stay in touch it′s really busy when you are on the other side
I started thinking Kelly and I felt it all inside
She was probably leaving emails and I never had replied and behind
Want to read the all in order but was blind
The second I saw the pain she was spilling with every line
Then I saw the latest message sent and it caught my eye
Seeing that the title saying 'GOODBYE" and it read
I guess you dont understand what′s really going on
2 years ago a change in my father and my mom
Split ways now she got somebody strange around her arms and mind
In the middle of the night
Takes me by his filthy hands and then makes me
I tried to tell my mother but she told I was crazy
And don't want to see her happy wish my daddy would come save me
What makes it worse is that he never was protected
Injected a part of him and now I know i'm pregnant
I don′t have any friends this life is not what I expected
Got my self kicked out of school cuz I get bullied every second
I had this need to send you all this emails that I wrote
Foolish of me to think you wouldn′t take this as a joke
I'm only 15 and always had a little hope
But now I see my life is over and there is no other way to cope
What I am really trying to say
Talking to you used to me my favorite part of every day
But i am sick of waiting for someone to come and save the day
So it′s time to let go and let God come and take me away"